I’m gonna marry this girl

I can’t stop upsetting you and I can’t help it. I don’t want to, but it happens. I suck.

I don’t deserve you

I mess up. A lot.

I struggle to function everyday

Without your support I am nothing

I would do nothing. I would have nothing

You are too good for me

I mess up way too much

I wish I was as helpful for you as you are for me

I will never be able to repay you for all that you’ve done for me

I am so sorry that I am so awful

Don’t tell me I’m beating myself up; I know I am

Just let me work through this and be sorry

If I felt no remorse for the way I’ve always been, I would expect you to leave me

But I need you. So let me be sorry so that you will stay

I’m sorry. I love you.

I don’t know what to do to make things right

I can’t be me because me is always wrong.

No matter how hard I try, I’m always just shy of “good enough”. Simple things, complex things. Everything in between, I just can’t do it right. I wish I could just do one thing perfectly. I’ll never be good enough for her. I love her so much, I wish she knew what it felt like to have a perfect day